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Jedi aren't supposed to form attachments. We're at war, and we're constantly supposed to go from planet to planet, protecting the innocent.

[In her time, things really were that black and white.]

Even if it weren't a problem with my vows, I wouldn't want to put anyone through being in a relationship with me, given how dangerous my life is.

Oh. I... I see... [ She pauses, shaking her head a little.]

That's actually not too different from my situation. I don't have anything that explicitly says that I'm not supposed to get in a relationship with someone, but I'm also only supposed to be going to other worlds if there's a situation going on that needs outside interference to resolve and... there aren't really too many of us around back home.

[ Of course, considering Yen Sid was retired and Mickey was busy running a world, it could be argued that she was the one in charge, but it's not like she had time to decide on changing any rules yet. ]

Mmm...

[Humming to herself, Kerra nods. That makes sense. That's how the Jedi were before the Chagras Hegemony, anyway.]

Well, honest question time, then. Are you against the idea of exploring that side of yourself? Not romance, since I think I know the answer to that, but your sexual side.

[ Aqua blinks, not saying anything as she thinks it over. Because it was a tricky question. It wasn't that she didn't like how sex felt; nor was she really going to have much of a choice considering the Iris moon's effect on her.

But actually wanting to explore this was... well... it wasn't a bad concept. It would be much nicer than just letting the Iris moon effects prod her into it again.]

I... I think I want to.

[Kerra nods in an animated way, laughing gently before leaning over and plopping a big, wet kiss on Aqua's cheek. Oh, that was meant to be playful.]

Good. Then, we can maybe explore that together. Assuming I'm not being too forward, I'd definitely be willing to have a repeat performance, when you're feeling ready.

...One where we go out to dinner first, remember everything, and figure out what you do and don't enjoy. And where I make you breakfast.

[ Aqua blushes at the feeling of Kerra's lips on her cheek, but it's not like all the other times she blushed. After all, with everything else they already did, a kiss like that was nothing. ]

That... that sounds great. It'd be nice to not have something like that happen because of the moons. [ For once. ]

Then it's a date.

[Pulling back, Kerra lets her expression slip into something more soft and sweet. Aqua deserves that.]

Maybe sometime after the next triple moon.

[ Aqua nods, smiling a little even as she's blushing at the prospect of... actually setting up something where she was planning on having sex.

Still, it was a ways off, so that wasn't really too embarrassing.]

That'd probably be for the best.

Yeah. When we're thinking clearly. That way, we can figure out what you like, and focus on that stuff.

It'll be fun. Promise.

[ Well, that still gets Aqua to blush again, though she has to admit that figuring out what she likes in regards to sex was pretty exciting. Though there was a point she needed to make...]

Honestly, a lot of what I've already done during the moons was stuff I ended up liking, so I'm sure that what we do will be enjoyable.

Well, that's completely fair. Sex generally is pretty nice, until it gets rough, and then that's up to the other person.

[If they like it or not, anyway.]

Are you more interested in taking control next time? I just kinda went, I know. The moons do that to me.

Maybe? It might be a good idea. I mean, there's always a case that I'll end up doing it with someone with less experience than I would sometime, so having some experience being the one in control will probably be a good thing.

I guess I'll let you know for sure next time we get together?

Sure, that works just fine for me.

[She grins.]

See? Not so scary, now is it?

[ And Aqua smiles back, before taking a more of a drink of her tea.]

Yeah, it really isn't.

Good. Glad we had this talk.

[If only so Aqua feels less bad about it.]

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